Yes, that's a full 2R TP trade, which I did not enter :(.

Sadly.

This is what I saw this morning, and well, to me.

The reason I did not enter is because it was a kinda big OB of M15. Which I don't usually enter, well, do I regret. yeah, a little bit. Also because it's GU in the morning, you know, GU in the Asia session does not seem to move a lot. 

But damn I was wrong. 

There was a lot of trades that I can spot but I did not enter, I need to think in term of probability. Well, I do, but just, I always find a reason not to enter. 

I even out line all the rules, now I think I need to get rid of the "BUT". 

There will always be another reason for me not to enter the trade itself. Is it because I don't believe in my strategy? Well, maybe, yeah, maybe that's the reason bro.

I tried, both physical and non-physical, I have a poker chip here that I say I will use it if I enter and it wins, I will stack the chips up. But I did not do it.

The only thing I do now is my notion journal checklist. But still, that's only after I have decided I will enter that trade, not before. 

So, what I need to fix is the before, is to not find myself a "reason" not to enter that specific trade. 

Or, maybe because I was able to avoid quite a lot of losing trades using that "what if" thing. 
But bro, you also lost quite a lot of trades with that "what if" thing, so why you need to consider that then?

Hmm, yes, just, don't be too systematic. you are doing great, last month it was positive, so keep doing that - except the not entering trades of course. 

This post is just to update today, the first trading day of June. And I wish myself a good month this month.