Yes, after last week, my mind is all over the places.

And this week, I lost one trade on Wednesday. Not because of a losing one, but because of myself, I chose to close the trade right before it went to my TP point. Your can read my previous post about that trade.

Yesterday, I missed another one which I did not think it will hit TP.

Today?

Huh. Guess what, I entered 2 fucking damn trades. 

I shouldn't be mad at myself anymore, just disapointed.

First trade was a lost. Ok, I follow my rule, I accepted that.

But, from that moment the price hit my TP. Man, my ego hits. 

What want to revenge, I don't know why, I just felt like ah, so price is going down. 

Then I broke my first rule, which is 1 trade per day. I entered the second trade of the day.

Then, I broke my second rule, I was greed, I put my TP at 2.6, even 2.9 RR. I even want bigger, bigger win, but guess what. 

I would have gotten 2R if I sticked to my rule. My 2RR rule. 

Sadly, my account is down. Down badly. 

In fact, let's check.

I have got $136 left to trade with before I blow this account. What would it be. Sad, yes, man, when can you realize you need to be committed to this trading life?

When?