Well, today, I missed a trade, not because I really the price not hit my entry, but because I was scared of entering the trade, again.

Here is that trade, I set the alert for the price, if it goes up near my entry I will check and enter the trade, the thing is, normally I would just set a limit trade there, but today, I did not do that, I just set the alert, I don't know why, I have not done that in a while, and I went away, when I came back, the price already left my entry, it's somewhere around the entry, still at my OB, but I chose not to enter.

Why?

Because I set another limit order right at my entry, I think it will go up, but no. It left.

And now get back to the 2nd trade. 

Yeah, I know I did not kept my promise, and now I even enter a second trade. ha

The set up? Not even as beautiful as then first trade up there. 

I should've long here, but I did not enter the long, because the price has gone up so much. Then, I see a short set up, that's why I enter, after a while, the price hit my entry, and I did not want to look at it.

Lasttime I saw the price it was floating in profit.

And from that moment, until now, the trade probably turn out win or lose already. But I still don't have the gut to open the chart to see the result. 

Well, should I check it out now? What if it's a losing trade?

Then what if it's a winning trade?

Will I be happy, will I be sad?

I don't know, let's find out.

Ok, I'm here after 10 mins, still not check, let's check. 

Should I be happy?

Well, actually, I should've long, my set up is long, if I long, it would have TP too.

Anyway, I feel better now. fewww. 

But I should not have any feeling at all. None.