First, let me show you my stats of this week.

Although I spotted more wins, but, overall, my result of the week is -1R.

Because I sticked to my 1 trade per day only, sadly those aren't the winning ones.

Monday, first day of the week, begin with a 2R winning, that set my expectation a bit high for the week, I was so excited, but the losing trade of tuesday brought my mood down so much that I did not enter on wednesday, which, was a wining one. 

And as you can see there, the losing streak came for the last 2 days. 

Well, I don't know why whenever I'm trying to enter a trade, I always trying to look for the reason it will not hit TP.

And there goes my "selective" mind, I will try to look for the best one, the one that I think will hit TP, but I might say, all the trades have the same setup.

I saw this, and I was like, hmm maybe it would not hit TP, so I did not enter.  Then it was a win.

Then I enter another one, well, this one was a good one, just a bit unlucky because the price goes against me before hitting my TP. 

And the last 2, I only entered the first one, as for it is the same day, I did not enter the second one, which was a winning one. 

So, instead of getting 2R profit, I ended up with -2R for these 4 trades.

Bro, whyyyyy?

Why let fear blocks your decision. Sad, so sad, what I should do now?

But I think I will try to stick to 1 trade per day for one more week, next week. To see how it performs, trading should be long term. 

I missed the opportunity to get funded by a person, he gave $10 for me to test, but sadly, I did not complete. 

Well, unreal, a strange person willing to fund for another stranger, and a men got $2500 funded with 3-7 profit split. I was so confident that I think I will be funded, but well, my fear, my gut stop me from entering trade. 

When can I reach my funded phase?

Let's see!